Did your depression get worse because of menopause?

I've had mild depression all my life, serious depression in adolescence and postpartum, and now I wonder how bad menopause is going to be. What was your experience? Is it as bad as adolescence and postpartum? Right now I'm maybe ten years away from true menopause. I'm not on any medication now because meds that have worked in the past now cause anxiety and I'm afraid to try anymore meds because anxiety is worse than depression. I'm doing okay, I'm just delicate. I cry very easily but I'm functioning fine. Should I expect it to get a lot worse?